Complete and Utter Loneliness

No matter how many years fly by, I have always felt a sense of disconnectedness to others around me.  I have always felt more comfortable on my own but have latched onto attachments that are unhealthy.  

Today, this is the downside of depression.  The saying, just get over it keeps plaguing my mind. How do we truly escape the abyss of despair?  I wish it were simple as filling my cup with water to make it full again.  With people, it doesn’t work quite so similarly.  Often times, we can’t compute our emotions in a way that others understand.  This is me.  

I just hope tomorrow will be better